Destroying my lungs is a game to me

I enjoy smoking because it destroys my lungs but i like to make a game out of it and i play with the cigarette letting it dangle from my lips and smoke without taking the cigarette in my hands. i exhale the smoke through the nose and part time take the smoke french style again exhaling through the nose. i don't shake the ash but let it fall on its own under the weight when it gets really long. i encourage you to blacken your lungs with me. let's play together.