Jerk Until You Hate Me

I already consume you. you love jerking to me, enduring whatever suffering i prescribe for you on any given day, losing yourself in the pleasure of deep submission. and as much as you love giving so much of yourself to me, at the same time, maybe you hate me for it.  you hate that one look at me instantly makes you weak. you hate that you can’t stop yourself from buying another clip, sending another tribute, begging for more attention.  you hate that i speak truths you wouldn’t dare admit to anyone else. you hate that the more you try to fight or run, you’ll always come back for more. you hate that i know all of this, and show no mercy.  but still, at the very same time, you love me for it. and to prove it to you, i give you this challenge. just try to actually hate me. let me consume you even more, to the point where i disrupt your life beyond your limits. to the point where, finally, you no longer love me for the suffering i make you endure.  go ahead. just try.